I dont find a definition for anything

If god created heart then why did he created mind, if he created mind then why did he gave it capability to fight with heart, if he gave this capabilty to mind then why he did not created a third entity in us which can control both of them without letting us know that..........
How would the life be if this heart is made up of stone which can not have any desire , but if there is no desire then how would this life be.
Sometimes it's so easy to decide things for others and when the same thing comes to you it becomes an equation which does not have any solution.
In this enoromous cosmos when i think of myself I am not able to define myself and I am trying to find me, the real "I".

Not sure how to start

Welcome to Manju's world ........ first of all start ignoring the spellings if you have to read my blog ..... yeah now we can proceed...............

I am not sure how to start but i want to say just few lines to everyone including me.........
'' Live the life the way you want till the time it does harm others"
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"Neither I am happy, nor I am sad,
Neither I am peaceful, nor I am mad
Whatever that those moments had,
I dont know it was good or bad"

"A large thought comes to my mind,
That nomatter how but i have to find
That how come life became so kind,
And how come now it has left behind"

"If it was a dream, then i want to sleep,
If it was a part of life, then i want it to keep
And i want to think about it in very deep,
But if it was a joke, then i want to weep"

"But the tragidy is that life is still playing,
It's still not telling that where it's going
It's hot outside but inside it's snowing,
And so many doubts are there which life is throwing"

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