Most Important people in my life

" Two most important persons in my life are in front of my eyes. Their names are visible on my yahoo account with available status but none of them is even saying Hi. That is because they must be very busy. That’s the tragedy of my life. But I am like a crazy girl still call them most important persons in my life."

Is it fault of my brain cells ? my heart ? my thoughts? what? I don'nt know. But I am trying to find it out. struggling to find many answers in my life. I don't think I am the only creature who is like this. In this world this is human tendency to give importance to only what gives you pleasure , be it anything. you know what is bad for you but still you do that because that's what you want, and this "want" sometimes destroys you without giving you a chance to realize this. "And even if you realize it, you just want to be destroyed because that's what you want. "