Sometimes you feel that what you want in life is just someone who listens to you at that very moment..... You have family, friends, well-wishers but the one who really listens to your heart, your emotional approach and your voice which is coming deep inside from you.... In that moment some of us talk to self and get releifed but when even that doesn't happen then the tornado inside you does not get settled and you keep searching that one self who might listen to you...... And perhaps you start writing.
Problem sometime in life is that you loose yourself amongst people.
But who cares..... If you start saying all these things , they will say that you think too much, or you have too much time.
At times in life you have such different kind of people in your close proximity that you try to make a bridge between them so that you can be with all of them but the bridge gets broken Everytime you make an effort and people on both side get hurt and they think that you are hurting them ... But the truth is something else.... You can't leave them becoz they are so close to you, So you again try to remake the bridge and again the same story....... It just hurts.....
No I have not got mad, I m just trying to get reliefed.
Here sitting in my Hotel Room in London , thinking all these things before I start working .....is it good , bad or normal for Human mind??
But as I always say , I don't care what others think about me, when I have to write, I will write.
PS : This is for self. Because this is my world and these are my words.
17th April, 2019, 6.30 am@London
