Discover yourself

 What it takes to realize that you have come very long from a point where you were discovering yourself are called "years". Years that you spent thinking that one day you you will change everything , Years that you spent going with flow, years that you spent pleasing people, years that you spent trying to be good as per a definition set by others, years that you spent just trying to settle your life in a secure way, years that you spent trying to fit in your role and not writing a role for yourself, years that you spent trying to understand people around you and still having no clue who they are, years that are gone in a blink of eye, years that have taken your identity from you and made you who you actually dint want to be, years that are laughing at you but you cant hold them back, years that you will always want to come back to you.

But the good part is that you have realized, and this realization has just pushed you to the same point where you left years back and now you are all set to start discovering yourself again.

So just get up and go for it.

Surrounded by "Strangers"

 Aloof sounds a demotivating, depressive and negative word but , it's not too bad after all. When you are aloof you find "yourself", you believe in "yourself" and you trust "yourself". when you are surrounded you may get lost and there is a high possibility of you being misunderstood, judged, criticized and may be discussed to an extent that your believe in yourself might get shaken. And that's when you realize the true power of the word "Aloof". It's so funny how we start loving, liking and appreciating people in life and how things just turn around and you just feel that None of them knows you. Anyways it's hardly handful of them whom you were sure that they know you and they understand you, But one day you get to know they don't know you at all. 

"Realization" is a terrific phase no matter when it comes in life. And "Acceptance" after realization is more troublesome. I might sound sadistic but who cares now. But hey, Is it true that the one who says "who cares" cares the most. Perhaps all that we read , we hear, we learn seems meaningless one day and it all shrinks into a ball which is in your hand and you are all set to through it miles away. What phase of life is this? who cares ? Does anyone really?