" One more year of life "

" It's 12th Dec again . one more year of life has gone and some more experineces of life are added in my life's book. learnt new things,seen new people,felt bad,felt good,something left behind,something is waiting ahead,many things have changed,few things are still same,trying to move ahead with this stupid philosophy of
" ACCEPT THE CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE ".

Apart from this is my next productin "RUSTAM-SOHRAB" on 24th Dec and I dont have time to think about anything else right now, but then my thought process has got that dominating nature like the Indian male has got in our society. and I am continously fighting with this dominator in my life...........
Life goes on as it is going on and you forget everything, but there are certain things which you never forget, it might be a good thing or bad thing.

At last here we are keep on smiling, living a life without undersatanding it completely.

" खूबसूरत धोका "

" ज़िन्दगी ग़मों की इक धुप है और हम छाँव ढूँढ रहे हैं,

शहर की इस भीड़ से दूर हम तेरा गाँव ढूँढ रहे हैं, "

हर चेहरे पे इक शिकन दिखयी देती है,

हर इक आवाज़ में इक सिसकी सुनाई देती है,

कश्ती डूब रही है हमारी, ये मालूम है हमको,

फिर भी हम आज आवाज दे रहे हैं तुमको,

मरने का खौफ नहीं पर, तेरे दीदार के बाद मरना है,

और हर शक्श ये कह गुजरना है,

कि मोहब्बत नहीं ये धोका है,

" पर आज धोका ही तो सबसे खूबसूरत है "

"PARSI THEATRE"

"PARSI THEATRE" not many people know about it. it's a treasure for india.But now a days it's dying out because very few people are equipped with this art............... Our next productin with " HEMA SINGH " is "Rustam-Sohrab " and I feel very fortunate that I am getting a chance to work in such a great play.Hema mam says that in PARSI style you have to perform larger then life, which we are trying............ but truely speaking, To learn this style is like climbing "Everest " for our entire class................ well let's hope for the best. 24th Dec is the opening day of the play and we all are very scared and excited but trying our best................... few beautiful lines by "Aga Hashr Kashmiri "from this play............

"कल बुढापा भी न होगा जवानी की तरह !
साथ दुनिया के बहे जाते हैं पानी की तरह !
किस तरफ को जा रहे हैं हम पता कोई नहीं !
इस सफ़र की इब्तेदा है इन्तेहा कोई नहीं !"

I hate

I hate...............................................................

"Neutral"

People live, people die,
people laugh, people cry,
but No One gets to know,
why someone laughs,
and why someone cries...............

I have read so many times that if we become neutral to things around us, to people around us,then we can reach to true happiness, but is it possible to become "neutral" ?
How come it's possible for a mother not to cry if her son dies.our desires follow us everywhere and it's not easy to find a place where desires can not reach. but try, try and try.......... you will succeed one day. that's what I am doing.

Love, Happyness, sadness............

" Now a days I am away from sadness...... because when I am happy I laugh and when I am sad I laugh more " I am not able to make out the difference between happyness and sadness. Everything and everyone is same for me...........

I still want to research on love. what is "love" ? why do we love someone ? why do we love only those who have got a relation with us?............. why dont we love a begger who is sitting on the roadside?

I feel that the word " love" has not got it's own meaning, we use this word to give a reason to our desires........... Is that tru? Someone has got the answer?......... I will find the answer one day.

दिल की खुशी

"अपने दिल की खुशी , अपना गम आप हैं

हम जिसे ढूँढ़ते हैं, वो हम आप हैं "