"Neutral"

People live, people die,
people laugh, people cry,
but No One gets to know,
why someone laughs,
and why someone cries...............

I have read so many times that if we become neutral to things around us, to people around us,then we can reach to true happiness, but is it possible to become "neutral" ?
How come it's possible for a mother not to cry if her son dies.our desires follow us everywhere and it's not easy to find a place where desires can not reach. but try, try and try.......... you will succeed one day. that's what I am doing.

Love, Happyness, sadness............

" Now a days I am away from sadness...... because when I am happy I laugh and when I am sad I laugh more " I am not able to make out the difference between happyness and sadness. Everything and everyone is same for me...........

I still want to research on love. what is "love" ? why do we love someone ? why do we love only those who have got a relation with us?............. why dont we love a begger who is sitting on the roadside?

I feel that the word " love" has not got it's own meaning, we use this word to give a reason to our desires........... Is that tru? Someone has got the answer?......... I will find the answer one day.

दिल की खुशी

"अपने दिल की खुशी , अपना गम आप हैं

हम जिसे ढूँढ़ते हैं, वो हम आप हैं "

What's "WRONG" ?

What kind of pleasure a person can get by "killing" or rather call it "Destroying".........God gives us life and we are trying to get best out of it, but very few of us are able to do so and rest are just trying to be happy by doing all those things which might not seem right to us but we say that we have a reason behind it.
If we talk about the blasts in last two days in Ahemdabad and Banglore, then it seems that those who have a justification for their wrong doings do not believe that it's wrong or may be they know it's wrong but they believe that "what's wrong in doing wrong". who did decide in the very first place that what's wrong and what's right? why killing is wrong?..........
I dont find answers to many such questions but I believe in one thing that If I do something to others which I would never like to do with myself I would call it "wrong".

Quite possible

One day all dreams can come true, who knows quite possible,
One day all bad things can go away , who knows quite possible,
One day there is no confusion in life,who knows quite possible,
One day that has yet to come , might come soon, quite possilble.............

Trying to write something******

Life goes on smoothly, if you dont argue with it. but the problem is it becomes dull and unmeaningful (for me at least) if you dont argue with it........... some times it is really a mystry and i get irritate when i dont find any clue to solve it...... Some peaople hurt you sweetly, so sweetly that till the time you realise that you are hurt the person is gone....... so write now I want to write somthing for those people who hurt someone and go away without even realising that they hurt someone,Uhhhh but I think some other time.............
Well I know I am mixing up so many things here....................... so leave it here.
let's start something new......
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''Aaj , kal or aane wala kal,
itne alag se kyon hain?
ye samaa or wo beeta hua pal,
itne alag se kyon hain?''
''Yun to tanhaai me bhi ek
alag sa maza chupa hai,
par ye mazaa aur wo saath
bitaye huye pal,
itne alag se kyon hain?''
''zindagi tu kubsoorat to hai ,
par kahin na kahin ek shikayat
hai tujhse,
ek gareeb ka ghar
aur ek raja ka mahal
itne alag se kyon hain?''
''jab aasma ko nahi choo sakti ,
toh kyon uthati hain lahren
samander mien,
ye na lahro ko pataa hai,
na smandar ko, par samnadar
ki khamoshi or lahron ki kal- kal
itne alag se kyon hain?''

I dont find a definition for anything

If god created heart then why did he created mind, if he created mind then why did he gave it capability to fight with heart, if he gave this capabilty to mind then why he did not created a third entity in us which can control both of them without letting us know that..........
How would the life be if this heart is made up of stone which can not have any desire , but if there is no desire then how would this life be.
Sometimes it's so easy to decide things for others and when the same thing comes to you it becomes an equation which does not have any solution.
In this enoromous cosmos when i think of myself I am not able to define myself and I am trying to find me, the real "I".