I dont know if it happens.........................

I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me at times,
that someone smiles and it reminds me of you only.
Those words which you used to utter, still strike to my ears
but when I look around, I find you nowhere.
I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me,
that when I see someone walks like you ,
I feel like telling you that someone walks just like you,
but when I look around, I find you nowhere to tell u that.
I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me,
that at times I want to share the happiness with you only,
but when I look around, I find you nowhere.
I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me,
that I want to hold your hand only,
but when I look around, I find you nowhere.
I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me,
that at times I want to walk along with you only,
but when I look around, I find you nowhere.
I don’t know if it happens with you but it happens to me,
that at times I want to speak to you only,
but when I look around, I find you nowhere.
I know you are nowhere around,
but if knowledge would have been the solution for everything,
then my heart would haven’t beaten for you anymore.
And I am sure it does not happen to you,
else I must have been telling you all this at this very moment.......................................

Change is required today.

Sometimes I wish I was a writer and could write every emotion,every feeling and every word inside my little heart.But I am not.

It happens in life that you have so much to grab in front of you, but you do not pick up a single thing as there is a fear of loosing the other things which you are holding. Sometimes people ask questions and you have no answer. Why everybody expect you to live the way they have lived their life. people don't have answer for this. In fact they don't consider it a valid question. they call you crazy and out of your mind if say such things.

Why the hell you can't live your own life without their interference. If you try to go slightly out of the way, you become a criminal in our so called Indian society. It's not that you will be killed but you will feel like you have killed many people and you will be filled with the guilt. well, after many years from now things might change but my question is who is ready to take the first step today?

Welcome, New year-2011

So on this last night of the year, I want to look back and think about each and every moment which I spent in this year. I thank to people who made those moments special to me. No doubt there were bad moments too, but I have learnt a lot even from those moments so no regret. This life is strange and I am still trying to understand it.

I as a person feel that there is nothing which is complete.We keep on moving to get the other end of this life but the truth is that there is no other end. we keep on finding the certainty in this uncertain world and that's where life becomes complicated. In these complications, sometimes we meet the glory of happiness and sometimes we confront the pain. But in the long run, we have to accept it and smile. That's life.

I have lot's of positive thoughts for this new year and I will try to work against all the norms to go in this direction of positivity.

I wish my friends to get peace of mind, happiness and success in their lives,

I wish my family to be happy forever,

I wish my country to develop more and more,

I wish all creatures on this earth to love each other,

I wish all the nations to have peace,

I wish all the terrorists to get a heart and brain,

I wish god to be generous always,

I wish you all a happy and peaceful New year.

Woman

Our society and culture is a big questionmark for progress of Indian women. No matter how educated people are in this society but they want the man to be on top always and the woman to be a supporter always.
A woman who wants her existence, has to fight even today when they say that women are equal to men . where is that equality when it comes to the norms of life.........No where, I dont find it. Woman is still supposed to follow man and family and live a life of discipline,dueties,sacrifices,responsiblities and what not. I dont want to do that and I will not.Let the society do what they want.
On this mother's day I wish all mothers to be more strong to live a life of their own existence and to fight against the wrong and illogical ideas of the society.

Chahat

Hum unhe Itna chahte hain ki hum khud ko bhula bathe,
Apne hi aansuoon me, apne ko duba bathe,
Isse pehle ki Hum unhe apni muhabbat ka izhaar karte,
wo apni muhabbat ka fasana hume suna bathe.

Aaj Hum khud se nafart karne lage hain,
Unki rahon me jeete the ab marne lage hain,
yun toh hum chahete hain unhe bahut,
Par is chahat ke anjaam se darne lage hain

Ye kaisa ehsaas hai, jo hume chodta hi nahi,
Dil tootne ka intazar hai,par dil todta hi nahi,
Wo toh hans kar bayan kar gaye apne yaar ka kissa,
Par hamara diwanapan hai ki rukh modta hi nahi.

Hum us shaks ko palko pe bithate rahe is kadar,
Ki uski bewafai ka humpe ab tak na hua asar,
lekin jab is bewafai se wakif hua hum,
Ye jakhm bahut gahara ho chuka tha,
aur is gahari me mera astitve kho chuka tha,
Aaj apne us aatitve ki talash hai mujhe,
Uski bewafai ka bhi ehsaas hai mujhe,
par wo kahate hai ki ye bewafai nahi sachaai hai,
par shayad hume hi zara der mei samajh aaye hai,
Gum is baat ka nahi ki der ho gayi hume samajhne me,
par gum is baat ka hai ki hum ab bhi lage hein uljahne me,
Kahi na kahi aaj bhi dil se ye awaaz aati hai,
Ki bas tu hi, aur sirf tu hi mera saathi hai,
Wo hastein hien hamare is andaaz pe,
aur hum bathe hain aaj bhi is aas pe,
ki ek din hum bhi tumhe bhula denge,
tumhare har ehsaas ko daba denge,
Par dar toh ye hai ki uss ek din se kaise mil payaenage hum.

Emptiness within you

Life . Many times I think of it. It 's a journey full of ups and downs. But sometimes it seems that it has stopped and not moving ahead.
In those moments of life you feel to talk to someone. You just need a look in those eyes which will tell you that Everything is Ok, nothing is wrong, it's just a feelling.
Well you also know it's just a feeling , but sometimes you just want to read it in those eyes.Those eyes are the biggest motivational factor at that moment. Just a look in those eyes can heal all the wounds and can fullfil the emptiness within you.

What If...............

Life is going on fast and I want to slow it down but knowing the fact that it's not possible I am trying to run fast. But how fast I can run? Now that is what depends on my efforts as per all great people. But, what if I dont want to run though I am not able to stand at the place I am standing at. What if I dont want to sleep though I am not able to stay awake. What if dont want to say anything though I have lots of things to talk about. What if I dont want to sing though a sweet song is going on in my mind. What if I dont want to cry though I have pain in my heart.What if I am not happy though there is no reason to be said.What if I dont want to live though I know I can not die.