KM India Generation next

Needless to say that we are living in an artificial world today where everything has a price tag and some complicated name given. Life has become a never ending race and the destination is unknown. Everyone understands the language of power and money. And the one who does not understand that is left behind to suffer. I am not saying that we should not run after success but the aim of that success should be clear and should have a motto behind it. Having a billion dollars in your account does not make any sense if you don't have an urge to help those who need this money just to have a meal in a day. Irony is that this urge of helping and loving each other is missing in today's world.
Everyone of us as an individual have a big responsibility not just towards the current scenario but to our next generation. We are the one who can mould our future generations to make this world harmonized and peaceful.
I don't believe that only world war can destroy this beautiful world. There is a silent war prevalent in today's world which is slowly eating it up from inside. This war is of hatred, jelousy, ego, and selfishness. And the best part is that everyone blames others for this, Noone is there to take the blame for it. Our future generations are most prone to it if we do not take action right now.

We need to stop for a while wherever we are and think if it is worth to run in this race or we are running just because everyone is doing so. We need to value life, humanity, relationships and love and we need to plant these seeds in our future generations to beautify this world. Rest all will be alighned automatically.
Purpose of this life should not be just to eat, breath and die. Purpose of this life should be to contribute something to this world to make it a better place to live.

Buddhism says that there is a cause for every suffering and there are many ways to get out of these sufferings. Similarly there are diffrent ways to end this silent war. Nomatter what you do just be a warrior and follow the right path and this war can take a backseat.

Here I would like to mention Kali Majapahit a form of martial art that tells us a lot about life and its purpose. It's not just a martial art but it's a philosophy which guides you tawards a meaningful life. In our daily life we have to fight every moment but in a silent mode. Be a warrior but in monk style and that's what Kali Majapahit has taught me till now. Though there is a long way to go. But I am sure that KM India Generation next is going to be a big factor to stop this silent war.

The Ocean

I wish The ocean inside me had been under my control unlike the Ocean outside around us. But it's not the case. Both are not in my control and both have a tendency to become nasty at any time. Sometimes they are calm with a serenity and seem unaffected by even the most devastating calamity and sometimes they are at trouble even by a stone thrown into them. They both have the capability to destroy, The only difference is that the disaster done by outside ocean is visible however the mess created by the inside ocean is not visible to anyone.
The world inside me is more beautiful, more peaceful, more calm and more fascinating than the outside world. But at the same time it is way more dangerous when gets disturbed.

A New Journey

I can't believe that I have'nt written for so long. Uff.... Anyways......Exploration of life is going on and I see it as an opportunity to do something better everyday.... Don't know what's next in life, but I want to see it's positive side and want to go ahead with a positive attitude. Sometimes it's difficult to see through but I still keep moving.
This Journey of life is at times good and at times bad. I have decided to keep memories of only good one. Forgetting the bad one is not easy but I am trying hard so let's see.
I want to Thank God for sending some great people in my life in last few months. I am grateful to have them and adore there presence in my life. I am trying and will keep trying to do something good for humanity before I leave this world. No matter how much success I get in that.
Got Yellow belt in Martial Art (Kali Majapahit) today. Is it a start of a new journey? Let's see........................

A letter to God

To
God

Dear God,

This is just to make you aware that this world is no longer becoming a better place to live. Instead it's turning into a place where every single entity is trying to survive at the cost of other living being. Perhaps Charls Darwin's law of survival of fittest has been taken in a wrong way in today's world. I accept the fact that only fittest will survive, however the definition of fittest has gone a wrong way. Today the fittest is considered the one who has the guts to kill the person standing in front of him at any cost. He has the liberty to kill him physically or mentally, and if he is able to kill him emotionally that's even better and he will be considered far better for the definition of fittest. Now I assume you might say that you know everything as you can see everyone , Then I have a question that why you are not interrupting before this world becomes a hell to live in and everyone is after the life of some other person. Man has become his own enemy. I wish you could look into it and provide a solution.

Thanks
Your believer
With a hope that things will get better.

Sometimes it just happens

OMG........Its been so long I haven't written. May be that was something I was missing on for last few days. So here I am . When it's full either it gets blast or it gets cool down.So I am calm right now.
Sometimes an unknown strength comes from nowhere and gives you an extra power to smile in all kind of situations.
Sometimes just a simple "Hi" makes your day. Sometimes just a glimpse makes you happy. Sometimes no reason is required to celebrate. Sometimes no search has to be done to find peace. Sometimes No one has to appear to remind you of his/her existence. Sometimes no music has to be there to make you sing. Sometimes no occasion has to be there to dance. Sometimes no rain has to be there to make you rinse in water. Sometimes no fun has to be there to enjoy. Sometimes no pain has to be there to cry. Sometimes no relation has to be there to care. Sometimes no reason has to be there to love. Sometimes all these things just happen. so live these moments to fullest. Because who knows these moments will come again or not.
Last few months of my life were full of ups and downs, Infact more downs than ups. But when I sit back and think I find that , All that was inside me which has made those situations up or down. So knowing all that I am trying to control my inner world, which is not an easy task.
Anyway I don't know if it happen with others or not but I find it more difficult to control the inner world.
The days, weeks, months and years are moving too fast but I feel that life has just started.I want to start it from a new beginning. And I am very keen and excited to start it all over again with some new ambitions and with a new thinking and different kind of experiences of life.

A devastating feeling

The devastating feeling which comes to my mind and takes me to a sea of thoughts is the thing which I want to avoid in my life but unable to do that. The feeling where I start thinking where life has taken me to, and where I have taken life to is too difficult to bear. I wanna fly and go away from this feeling. Is it really gonna tear me apart??? I feel scared at times. I feel and wish the time stops here and I never go back to normal world which seems quite abnormal to me. Is it a normal feeling? may be not, but who cares.what I care is I wanna go somewhere and see who I am and what I am doing to life............. Is there anything in this life called pure happiness without any fear, any motto, any hidden reasons, any desire,any subconsciousness which exist in mind, any lust, any unrealized greed, any want???? I am trying hard to understand and find out whether this kind of happiness exist.............. Perhaps not. People who claim to realize that are either are not normal people or they are fake. I see them preaching about hundreds of things in such a convincing way that one can not doubt them but in reality they are also hollow from inside. I want to meet a person who really is existing and understand the meaning of being happy and noble and good at the same time. I am not saying that it's not possible to be happy and noble together but I don't see people in one color all the time. People change as per situations and mold themselves as per the circumstances so are they following their own rules? no they are not.
Many times I think that why am I so bothered what people do. Why cant I live my life as my rules and my ideas of good and bad. But it's not easy. At times my confidence shatters and takes me to thoughts from where it all seems painful.

You came in my life..........

I wish I had this power to see through the heart of other people, I would have seen what's in your heart but unfortunately I am not blessed with that capability. You have made me think too much about life and people. This life seems too complicated to understand things now. But I still love it.

You came in my life like any other unexpected thing but things have come and gone and never made it so difficult to read them. I would not say you are successful in doing that but yes you made the other things blurred to me. Yes you became an unavoidable page of this book of my life. Yes you occupied precious moments in my life. Yes I have given you the right to touch my heart but will never give it in your hands to play with it . So I will never stop you to stay with me in life and I let you go because you have to go for the betterment of life and to make it big.And I wish you and I will move on happily and remember our friendship to make it a meaningful existence of us in this world.