21स्वी शताब्दी की औरतें

If Only

If Only I would have got a chance to talk to you one last time,

If Only I would have not showed you so much of anger,

If only you would have turned back once and called me again,

If only I would have forgotten bitter things in that moment,

If Only I would have cherished the happy moments at that point,

If only you would have not taken those steps ahead,

If only I would have stopped you and pulled you back,

If only I could have said what was inside me,

If Only I would have understood what you were going through,

If Only the sky would have roared to tell me what is ahead,

If Only I would have got that one more chance……….

Now,

What if we meet in next life again?

Will you recognize me?

If Only I could have said that please do recognize me in our next life.

If Only I would have got a chance to bid you a final goodbye………….. If Only

I don't care what they think. It's my heart

I don't want to live in past so I don't turn my head to any direction which reminds me of you. You are not forgotten but you don't deserve to be remembered. Many times I used to look back to your last few lines which you wrote to me.... I read between the lines but found nothing to hold on ..... For you I was just an experience , For me you were everything which made my life and destroyed together..... You would call me emotional fool may be, but I don't care. I don't care what you think, what others think, Because my feelings and emotions are only mine and no one can truly understand someone else's feelings. Everybody has a different heart and a different inner. People may go through the same experience in life but I believe that everyone has a different core which feels and no one can understand that.

Dairy

Shamina was writing something in her dairy " I Just realised that it's being years that we haven't spoken to each other but still it feels that it was just now that we were having that chat, that we were sitting together, that we were talking for hours, that we were not thinking about this world, that I was crazy for you and perhaps you were or may be not. I don' t know but at least I believed that you felt the same. Perhaps I was wrong and that's why you kept moving and I got lost in those moments to an extent that I am searching myself even today".....

 Some one called her from the other room and she immediately closed her dairy so that no one sees it.

So whatever she was writing was left in between just like her life was left in between. It happens to her many times but she still dare to write and still dares to live and love life.

Women - Please speak up

Sometimes I wonder that it’s such a miracle that there are millions and billions of people on this earth and all have different faces, voices and characteristics. I get amazed at the creativity of GOD that how he is able to design soooo many different faces. And all look different. Henceforth I must mention that all of us have been provided with different hearts also. No No I am not talking about it’s Biological size or weight here. I want to mention here the things like greatness, kindness, generosity, cunningness, secret keeping power etc of different hearts. No need to say that women have got a bigger heart as compare to man. I am not trying to be biased by any gender. But it’s been  proven throughout the centuries that no matter what happens, women have always proved themselves the most tolerant and patient creature.  Else how is it possible that even today when we claim ours to be a modern, advanced , technically  equipped, educat

ed and civilized world and still you find women who are

beaten up, abused, mentally tortured and still they keep quite. Not because they can’t do anything but because they don’t want to destroy the family repo and they don’t want to hurt anyone so they prefer to get hurt every day. But wait….. Is it because they have got a bigger heart or because their minds are psychologically filled up with stuff of being patient, do sacrifice, forgive others, suppress your wishes and happiness, don’t argue, don’t raise your voice and be a woman. Their existence comes the last. Obviously not all man think like that but unfortunately a major part of our so called “Societies and communities” think like that and they have maintained this custom of “Being woman” very well throughout the ages. But why do woman tolerate this anymore. Stop proving that you have a bigger heart if you really want gender equality. Be a woman but in true sense not in a predefined manner which someone else has decided for you.

We talk big but do little. But I think now we should stop talking about all these and every single woman just do your bit of revolting against any kind of injustice to you. Don’t wait anymore else it will become more difficult for you. Get out and speak. Plzzzzzzzz.

Imagination of a woman - कल्पनाओं की दुनिया !!

YOU

- Manju Hooda

जाते हुए लम्हें

काश कि हम इन् जाते हुए लम्हों को रोक पाते,

तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

या फिर मौसम कि तरह ये लम्हें भी लौट आते,

तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

कोई जा कर कह दे इस गुज़रते समां से,

कि हमें इसकी एक आदत सी हो गयी है.............

ये आदत पड़ने से पहले, ये लम्हें लौट जाते……….. तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

काश कि हम इन् जाते हुए लम्हों को रोक पाते,……. तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

न जाने कौन सा जादू बसा है इनमें,

न जाने कौन सा राज छुपा है इनमें...........

इस जादू के नशे और राज की गहराई तक,

अगर हम पहुँच पाते,………. तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

काश कि हम इन् जाते हुए लम्हों को रोक पाते,……. तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

हमारे और इन् लम्हों के बीच बढ़ रही है दूरी,

पर हमें इन् लम्हों से कहना है कुछ ज़रूरी....

ज़िन्दगी में अगर ये न आते तो रह जाती वो अधूरी

इस अधूरेपन को हम अगर पूरा कर पाते.......... तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........

काश कि हम इन् जाते हुए लम्हों को रोक पाते,……. तो फिर हमें शिकायत कोई न होती .........